A couple of thoughts.
1. Many times, I have been online looking at pics, reading stories, etc. and gotten turned on at the idea of something and just HAD to try it.
And sometimes it works and turns out great. BUT, other times it is something pretty "kinky" and after that specific thing, I feel dirty, or paranoid, like someone's going to kick my door in and drag me off to jail for being perverted.
Is that a normal, chemically induced feeling? Of course, I am speaking of things I have done to myself only.
I guess part of it might be because some of us (not me anymore luckily) are forced to do these things in our bedroom with other people in the next room or somewhere in the same house, or while those housemates/family members are gone.
Perhaps the paranoid or dirty feeling is simply related to worry about getting caught.
2. I don't know if anyone else remembers "Total Recall" the movie or even similar movies that had some kind of device for having explicit fantasies in 3-D virtual reality. Anyone?
Anyway, when is that going to happen for real??????? I mean, come on already! It is 2006!
3. My major self-bondage fantasy is to be very strictly bound to my computer chair and facing my computer monitor and web cam.
I have some kind of release that is fail and fool-proof.
I am gagged, blindfolded and my "member" is locked inside some kind of device that can give me either pain or pleasure.
The upshot is, anyone getting to a certain page can see me, and then can either cause the device to start pleasuring me or to shock me or both, as many times as they want and for as long as they want, in any combination.
And perhaps, the blindfold is really some kind of LCD glass lens so it can be darkened in an instant or can be made clear so I can see, all depending on what the person on the other end wants.
Perhaps, the window showing me there just pops up randomly on some adult website so you almost never get the same person twice.
There could even be a master program to prevent someone from shocking you so much that it actually causes damage. Also, perhaps the master program keeps the vibration to a pre-determined limit so you won't cum before X number of people have had a go at you.
I know the Sinulator is already available (
http://www.sinulatortoys.com/p-65516-si ... --red.aspx)
BUT, it requires that someone else knows your nickname. What I had in mind is totally anonymous and random.
Perhaps if I win the lottery I will start developing the hardware/software for this.
