Continued from
viewtopic.php?f=3&t=13408#p99176So it February 2019. I was browsing for advice here as a guest, having decided not to participate in discussions. I happened upon a post written about my departure and realizing that someone did care that I left, decided to try membership again. I had no plans of how to make my posting habit conducive to forum life, but came back in at any rate. It was a week or 2 later, that I decided my participation would be more in the way of service to the board. This new Shannon was far more determined in acting under this reason, and easily fended off criticisms from some still existing nay sayers. I took on 4 posting mentors to help with the more controversial ideas of mine, Blacky, Jenny, Gregovic, and Qwerty212. I would later be granted office to serve the forgotten Development board. Posting here between rounds of home improvement served as a happy distraction, but I still could not figure out if my work here is some kind of replacement for my former community service. Nevertheless, it is that kind of mentality that I used in my participation. For most everything I do here, it feels the same.
Bondage is like a foreign film without subtitles. Only through sharing and practice can we hope to understand.
A Jedi uses bondage for knowledge and defense, never for attack.
I am so smart! I am so smart! S-M-R-T!....I, I mean S-M-A-R-T!