First serious computed controlled self bondage (+video)

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First serious computed controlled self bondage (+video)

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Hi everyone, I finally decided to register here, indulge a bit on my exhibitionist streak and share a session of mine from a while ago along with a short clip (I hope that's allowed). Way tamer than most others here, but I hope you'll enjoy it anyways and maybe you can give me some ideas on how to improve it.

So I'm a single guy, and I love BDSM but I'm also too shy to ever consider opening up to anyone I know in real life about this, so self-bondage it is. I started tying myself when I was a teen, but since I was at my parents' I was very limited in what I could do. And even after getting my own apartment, I only kept doing the same very simple ties I could escape whenever I wanted, just leaving enough slack as to slip my wrist free. It was more about the sensation of feeling the ropes against the skin than anything.

But overtime I started to want more. I wanted to be tied down in a more restrained position, and have it be "real" bondage: something I couldn't escape no matter how much I tried.

So after some research I came up with a setup that could work: I have a footstool, and thought it could make for great bondage furniture. I got myself some velcro cuffs, a padlock and and a ring device. I tied the padlock's key to my computer's CD-tray: that would be my release. Controlled by a timer in the computer, the tray would open after half an hour and the key would fall within my range. (There was also an emergency escape, a rope I could pull to get some scissors, but it involved dropping a glass full of water so I wouldn't use it except in actual emergencies).

I placed the footstool right in front of the computer, stripped naked and laid myself down on top of it, facing upwards. I then tied my ankles to the footstool's legs, and cuffed my wrists. The cuffs were linked together with a rope going under the footstool. That rope went through the ring device (also underneath), leaving a cord I could grab and pull from. And as I pulled, the ring device would reduce the distance between the two cuffs until both my arms were stretched tight, tied under the piece of furniture. And since a ring device only works one way, there was no way to loosen the rope and set myself free again. The only escape was waiting for the key to drop and using that to free the padlock linking one of the cuffs to the rope.

I tried to fight my restraints, tried to slip my wrists out of the cuffs, but there just was no escape. I was completely tied down, and I had underestimated just how straining this posture would be. My legs were almost forced open and my arms locked in place, my naked body stretched tight and exposed to the elements. I became immediately aroused beyond belief, but I just couldn't get any sort of release to my frustration. And I started to think about whether or not I had fully locked my apartment's door, or about what would happen if a neighbor (or a burglar) entered now and found me like this. All exposed and unable to hide or cover. When the key finally dropped 30 mins later, I unlocked myself and masturbated still lying there, cumming all over my chest.

I repeated that session some more times, but it didn't take long for it to become routine and I noticed I was missing some more stimulation while tied down. I tried vibrators, but the strong ones were making me cum too soon, and the weaker ones only teased me (which was good, but I was trying to go from teasing at the start to a forced orgasm by the end of the session). Eventually I found an USB egg vibrator that I could just plug into an outlet. I coupled that with a smart plug that I could control via the ITTT app, and wrote a script in python that I could run in my computer to turn it on and off at set intervals.

For this new session I also applied nipple clams, and I decided to record it with a webcam so that I could upload the session later to some porn site (like I said, I have an exhibitionist streak). I strapped the vibrator to my penis using rubber bands (with a condom so they wouldn't bite into my skin), covered my head with a T-shirt both for anonymity and sensory deprivation, and put some white noise music in my airpods. Then strapped myself down to the footstool and tightened the ropes with trembling hands.

I was incredibly aroused just from that already and the anticipation was killing me. The first time the vibrator triggered I almost had an orgasm right there and then, but before I could reach the point of no return the vib stopped. I had programmed to trigger in cycles of only 5 seconds, with long pauses in between. The pauses would get shorter and shorter as the session progressed, teasing me and building me up until at the 30 mins mark the vib would finally trigger at full length and get me to cum. After that it had a chance of either releasing the key or triggering a second time for a few more seconds of post-orgasm torture.

I was enjoying the session but by the second or third time the vib triggered, I felt my left clamp fall off the nipple. Now, I enjoy nipple clamps but not too tight, so this was annoying but hardly a surprise. But the thing is: my nipple clamps are the cheap variety, and sometimes when I apply them the tightening screw will slip and loosen, causing the clamp to tighten to its full force. Now, since so far this had only happened when I was applying them it was no issue, I could just adjust the screw again.

I guess you can see where this is going.

My left clamp fell off, and tugged at the chain joining it to the right one still attached to my nipple. And that caused the right clamp's screw to slip and set it to max intensity.

The pain filled me instantly and I almost used my emergency escape, but decided at the last moment it was only pain, and to try and endure it (plus I was horny as fuck). And all the while the vibrator kept triggering and teasing me, causing me to move, which in turn caused the left hanging clamp to rock the chain and send waves of agony to my tortured right nipple.

But the whole sensory deprivation and pleasure mixed with pain was intoxicating. Blind and deaf, I couldn't see what was going on around me. Was I still alone? Was someone standing right next to me, looking down at me? But I knew I *was* being recorded with the webcam. So I started to imagine the strangers were not behind the computer but right there with me, their gazes over my exposed and stretched body, watching me squirm as the vibrator teased me and the clamp tugged at my nipple. I imagined they were the ones controlling the vib, turning it on and off to edge me and enjoying my frustration.

Eventually the vib turned full on, and just like I had imagined sent me into a forced orgasm, bringing me over the edge with no way for me to stop it or control it. It felt amazing, like it was my entire body orgasming, with pleasure waves also originating from my bruised nipple. And then, just as I started to relax and wait for the keys to drop, the vib activated again. The computer had gone for that short post-orgasm torture after all!

So here is a clip from the last part of the session (I hope this is allowed): (WARNING, MALE NUDITY)
https://xhamster.com/videos/male-bound- ... r-13552716

After this whole virus situation is over (I'm not currently on my own) I've been thinking of making the sessions last longer. 1 hour is the max I can be in that position before my arms start to go numb, but I'm worried having nipple clamps on for that long could lead to some issues, even if they're not at their full strength. After this session my right nipple did hurt a bit for a couple days.

I have also considered replacing the clamps with some other source of pain: maybe electro-stim, or some sort of irritant? But I'm not sure about those either, so perhaps it's time to look for a new setup entirely.
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Welcome to Bound Anna, gofc. Thanks for coming. You are in good company here.
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Re: First serious computed controlled self bondage (+video)

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Welcome gofc.
I myself keep the nipple clamps limited to 15 -20 minutes. Because my sessions usually last longer, I unfortunately leave them out.
I have also used tabasco and cinnamon oil, but the tabasco does not do enough for me and I fear cinnamon oil for burning symptoms. :facepalm:
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