This is a fictional story. Any correlation to a real person with a similar experience is purely coincidental. The story is told from the I perspective as if you are reading a diary. Although in a diary there is no introduction, because this is a fictional story and not a diary, I included an introduction.
My plan is to make a long story. As such, I will spread the story over many posts in this topic. Here is a way to quickly jump to the other parts of the story.
The following days are under construction.
Hello, my name is Peter. I'm a 27 year old male. I'm very much into kink, doing self bondage in my spare time, but lounging for the experience with a mistress. I live alone. I have a girlfriend who's not into kink at all unfortunately. She comes over often, but we're not yet at the stage of moving in with each other. She is okay with me being into kink, and she is willing to be a human backup for me, but she disapproves my kink on all other aspects. She would rather take off my nipple clamps than putting them on... let alone beat me or even tying me up. I can do selfbondage just fine but for her I have to be able to get out of the bondage myself and if I fail to do so and I require her help, she will lecture me on how bad selfbondage is and that maybe its not such a good idea afterall.
Although I am totally fine with the lecture, it prevents me from getting trapped on purpose. I long for the force of a real Mistress. I never have been to a BDSM establishment though, but it is on my wishlist and its growing more and more on me.
I work as a senior design architect, programming on various tools our company makes. For my job, I have to travel to other countries occasionally to meet with my clients. My travel costs and stay there are all funded by my company and I have to arrange my own stay there.
This has allowed me to actually take of a week from work after I visit a client and have a much cheaper holiday in a foreign country than normally. I do have to pay for the hotel where I stay, but I do not have to pay for the trip itself.
Another job for one of our clients
A client contacted us from a foreign country who is interested in getting some changes made to the software specifically for their needs. I've been asked to go there to make the arrangements.
I still have 3 weeks of holiday time I can get, and I thought about combining the visit of the client with some selfbondage activities. So I decided to take off the week after I met with the client. Bringing my laptop would allow me to send emails to my team so they could work on the project without me actually being present, checking on the work and helping out when I got back from the week off. Usually these changes clients make often have about 2 months of work on them anyway, so a week off really was not going to be an issue.
Booking my hotel and flight
I had the meeting on a Friday morning, so as usual, I would fly away on Thursday evening, get to a hotel, next day have the meeting, and in the evening fly back home. But with an additional holiday attached to it, I would fly home Friday next week.
Looking at the address of the customer, I read the name of the city, and something familiar popped in my head. Wasn't there a famous BDSM club/establishment in this area?
I googled BDSM and the name of the city, and there it was. They presented themselves as a hotel with a twist.
Hmmm, this changed things quite a bit. If I were to go for this place, I probably don't want to spend a full week there, given that it is my first real BDSM experience. I know the area is lovely by itself, so I could book a hotel for the second part of the week too.
Their rules and regulation stated:
- We're a BDSM oriented hotel. In order to stay with us, you must be willing to be naked, bound and ordered around.
- You will be our slave when you stay with us.
- You must sign a consent form after we explain what we do. If you deny this consent, you cannot stay with us and will have to pay a small cancellation fee.
- If you are a the Dominant and submissive couple, who is willing to play in our hotel, please look elsewhere.
- Our hotel is entirely oriented at giving our customers the best slave experience. In order to be able to do this, we do not allow Dominant and submissive couples to be our guest as Dominant and submissive.
- We do allow a Dominant and submissive couple to come and go in this setting, but after check-in, the Dominant will be our slave too. We also do allow the Dominant and slave to be separated at all times.
- We offer our slaves a unique experience that will fulfill their wishes as best as we can.
- Curious or questions? Feel free to contact us before making your appointment with us.
I contacted the establishment to get more information. The conversation went as follows:
They: Hello, and welcome to Kink Hotel. My name is Ariana. How can I help you?
Me: Hi. I'm looking into staying with you for a week, but I have a few questions.
They: Sure, go on.
Me: First, I will be needing a place to stay on Thursday in 3 weeks, and if possible I want to stay for a week. Is there still room available?
They: Checking... Yes, we have plenty of room available. Do you want to make a reservation?
Me: I have another few question first.
They: Sure, go on.
Me: This is going to be my very first BDSM experience. Is it possible to book only the weekend? Say, from Thursday until Sunday, and if I enjoy myself on Sunday, extend until Friday?
They: Sure, that is not a problem.
Me: Alright. Also, when I stay at your hotel, am I allowed to leave as I please?
They: That is usually not done. People often don't want to leave. They want the full experience.
Me: Well, you see, I am visiting because of a business trip. My airplane lands on Thursday, then I need a night to sleep somewhere, the next day I have a business meeting, and I thought to have some fun after, which is why I am contacting you. Would it be possible to have a normal night from Thursday to Friday, attend the business meeting, and upon returning start playing?
They: Hmm, an unusual request. Can I put you on hold for a second so I can ask what options there are?
Me: Sure. I'll wait.
I was put on hold for a good 10 minutes before Ariana came back to me.
They: Sir? Thank you for waiting. We can accommodate you with your wishes. But you do not actually have to have the first night be a normal night. We can start playing upon your arrival already and just ensure that you get well rested to your appointment and return back to us afterwards. We understand that you come to us for playing with us, so we are confident you will come to our hotel after you had the business meeting with your client. Because you will be leaving the premises I have to ask you to pay up front. You can do this when you arrive here. Normally we ask for payment at the end, but this is an exception.
Is that okay with you?
Me: Oh, that sounds like a good idea. Yeah, I'm totally okay with that.
They: Shall I book your stay with us from Thursday in 3 weeks with a duration of a full week, with an evaluation on Sunday morning, that if you want to leave after Sunday, you get some money refunded?
Me: Yes please.
They: Just to confirm, your plane leaves on Friday the week thereafter, correct?
Me: Yes.
They: Okay, I've booked your stay from Thursday to Friday, 8 nights, with the option to cancel mid-week.
They: Do you have any other questions?
Me: How will you know my likes and dislikes, when it comes to BDSM?
They: When you arrive here, we will do an intake and simply ask you. After the intake is done, we will ask you for your consent which makes the agreement with your interest final. If for some reason you get cold feet at that point, you can decline the intake and leave after paying a cancellation fee. I should point out that there is a regular hotel close by. We have an arrangement with them to always have a few rooms available in case guests cancel. So far we have not had many guests to cancel, but it has happened. They are usually not ready for the experience but most of these guests have returned and had a wonderful stay since.
They: Anything else I can help you with?
Me: This hotel close by, could I stay with them if I decide to cancel on sunday?
They: Yes, that is possible. You can even come back after a few nights if you want. I don't expect that we will be fully booked over night.
They: Anything else I can help you with?
Me: No, thank you very much. That'll be all.
They: Bye. See you in 3 weeks.
Day 1
I'm excited...
A few days before my trip, the hotel sent me an email with instructions. The instructions mentioned the following:
- Attached is a pdf document. Print it out and bring it with you.
- After landing on the airport and retrieving your luggage, go to corridor F, take the elevator to level 2, go to the reception desk.
- Hand over the pdf document that you printed out.
- If you have no printer, but you do have a smartphone, show the pdf document through your smartphone.
- Someone of us will pick you up and bring you to the hotel.
Today, I will be flying to a BDSM hotel and this will be the first time a Mistress will deal with me rather than myself. It is more expensive than a regular hotel. Quite a lot more expensive actually. I've said at work that I have an acquaintance in the area and that I will be staying for a week with them, so I did not need a hotel, and an excuse for a week off. Due to my position, I actually do make a lot of money now so I can easily pay for this experience.
I am a bit nervous though. Sex with my girlfriend is common for me, and my selfbondage too, but another woman will see me naked now and god knows what else they will do with me.
At least I told my girlfriend and she was okay with this. She understood I have these cravings and she "rather have a professional teach me a lesson than that I crave for something she could not give me.", that were literally her words...
I'm pretty sure she thinks I'll be done with kink after the experience. I doubt that'll be the case though. But we'll see.
I like being bound, I like nipple clamps on my nipples, and I like being helpless. I really doubt this experience will change any of this.
Anyway, so I'm at the airport now, on my way to the destination country. My plane is about to disembark. My suitcase with clothes for a week, toothbrush, some books have been handed over and I have my laptop with me on the plane so I can do some work during my travel.
My flight is announced and I can board the plane. After take off, I am working on some projects for work and an hour later my plane lands.
I exit the plane, look around and see corridor F. I enter corridor F, find the staircase and head to the 2nd level. I go up to the desk and hand the printed pdf.
The clerk behind the desk says: "Thank you. Please follow me."
She opens a door and allows me in. I enter a small room with a few chairs and a table. She offers me something to drink and tells me that it can take up to 30 minutes before my ride to arrive.
I decide to do a bit more work.
30 minutes later, a man enters the room and says "Peter?"
I look up and say: "Yes?"
He says: "Hi, I'm your ride. Are you ready to go?"
I pack my stuff and follow him.
We walk back to the public section of the airport, through a few corridors before we find an elevator. The elevator goes to a parking garage. He leads me to his car. The luggage goes in the back, I take seat in the front passenger seat.
He starts driving. When we're on the road towards the hotel, he makes a phone call.
He says: "Hey there, I have Peter with me, we are on our way to the hotel. I expect to bring him in 15 minutes."
When we arrive at the hotel, he helps me get out of the car and helps me carrying my luggage inside the hotel.
A Mistress, fully dressed in leather with a riding crop in her hand and a clipboard in her other hand waits for us and says: "Hi Peter, I'm Mistress Kate, welcome to Kink Hotel. You will address me as Mistress. Please follow me.
I follow Miss K to the front desk. She said: "Ah, you're the one with the special arrangement. I have to ask you to pay up front now, is that a problem?"
I say: "No, not at all."
I make the payment and Mistress Kate says: Okay, wonderfull. Lets have some fun. We'll do the interview first. Please leave your belongings here so we can bring them to your room. Will you follow me?
I follow Miss K. We go to a corridor, around the corner until we reach a few closed doors. Miss K opens a door and lets me inside. Inside is a small room. There is a desk with a computer inside with a normal chair. There is also an X cross on the wall with cuffs, and there are 2 more doors.
Inside the room, Miss K turns to me and asks: I have to ask before we continue, are you really serious about being here? You will be naked and you will have a BDSM experience you never had before. If you say yes, I will continue with the interview.
I am nervous. This is it. I'm going to commit to my first real BDSM experience.
Miss K notices my nervousness and says: "Don't worry, its our job to make sure you enjoy yourself. If kink is something you really like, this experience will be awesome for the both of us.
That definitely helped calm my nerves a bit, so I replied Yes to her earlier question.
Miss K said: Great. Please follow me.
She opened one of the other doors and asked me to go in.
It was a very small prison cell. It was 1 meter by two meters. At the far end, there was a closet with the lid unlocked. Miss K said: Please undress yourself to only your underpants. I want you to be fully naked with the only exception being your underpants. You can't even wear socks, shoes or even your watch. Please place all your clothes in the closet at the end, close the lid and lock it with the padlock. Understood?
I said: Yes.
She looked at me and said: "Slave, from now on, you will address me as Mistress. If I ask you a question, and the answer is yes, you say Yes Mistress. Is that understood, slave?
I said: Yes, Mistress.
Miss K: Good. Now, get naked as instructed. You can knock on the door when you are ready.
I walked in the cell, Miss K closed the door behind me and locked it. There I was... Locked for the first time with a real Mistress being in control. This was awesome.
I undressed myself until I was wearing only my underpants. My socks, shoes and even my watch were removed. I placed everything in the closet as instructed and locked it with the padlock. I checked, and it was closed.
I knocked on the door, indicating that I was ready.
I heard the lock click and Miss K opened the door. I was lead out into the bigger room.
Miss K ordered me to the X cross on the wall and secured my hands above my head to the X and my legs spread to the bottom of the X.
Miss K started to explain the intention of the stay although somewhat vaguely.
She explained there would be multiple sessions a day in which I would receive training, there were activities planned to allow me to experience kink in unique ways and I would help out with certain activities to where my performance would be judged. I could receive punishment for bad performance or misbehavior, but if I performed well, I would be rewarded. She explained that I would have to tell her my definite no list and a list of wishes. She would never cross my no list and try to incorporate some, if not most of my wishes into the activities.
Miss K went to her computer, fired up a program in order to ask questions.
Miss K's first question was: Slave, please answer honestly. This is for your own sake.
Miss K followed: At this very point, how likely do you think you will decline signing the consent? You have a basic understanding of what will happen, although we haven't discussed your yes and no list yet.
Me: I don't think I will decline, Mistress. It sounds very fair, and definitely something I want to do.
Miss K: Awesome. Then I'm going to assume you will fill in the consent form. Please understand that if for whatever reason you change your mind, you are still free to not sign the consent form, cancel the week and pay a small cancellation fee. Is that understood, slave?
Me: Yes, Mistress.
Miss K opened the drawer of her desk and got a pair of scissors. She walked up to me looked at me and smiled.
"Well, well..." she said. The moment I've been waiting for. Lets see what flesh you bring, Slave.
She used the scissors on my underpants, and a few cuts later, my underpants fell down, exposing my penis and balls to Miss K. I was tied to the X cross, so there was nothing I could do. This was awesome, and Miss K noticed.
"Oh, slave... you're getting excited. Please control yourself, or I will have to punish you.", said Miss K.
Me: "Yes, Mistress."
"Ok, Slave." said Miss K, "Lets continue. You know that bondage is a requirement for this hotel. That is why I was able to restrain you to this X cross on beforehand. But bondage comes in many forms. There is loose bondage like this, strict bondage, suspension bondage, being forced to stay in uncomfortable positions and being forced to stay in any position for a longer than usual time. Is there any form of this list that you have a problem with or want to comment on, Slave? Or are you okay with experiencing all of these?"
Me: "I'm fine with all of these, Mistress. Although I have not experienced uncomfortable positions or a forced position for a longer time, so I'm not sure how well I can cope with that."
Miss K: "Noted. In BDSM sessions, slaves often get locked up in cages for any given time. They are free to move but are naked and confined to a small space. Is this something you have a problem with at all, and if not, is there a maximum duration that you wish we will not exceed?
Me: "I'm fine being locked up in a cage to have my movement restricted. I've locked myself up in a dog bench for a few hours, so I'm fine with that. I don't know what my maximum duration is though, but honestly, I do not want to miss any of the fun, so the shorter the better, I guess?"
Miss K: "Punishment can be a reason to lock you in a cage, and if you need a lot of punishment, it could be that we lock you up for 4 hours or maybe even more. Is that going to be a problem, slave?"
Me: "I see. No, Mistress, that would not be a problem."
Miss K: "Another reason to lock you up is to get rid of the sense of time. Being locked up and not knowing when the next thing will come is a thrill on its own. Although we usually don't exceed 2 hours of locked up time, it may happen. Is that going to be a problem, slave?"
Me: "No, Mistress. That sounds like a good reason to lock me up."
Miss K: "And what if you sleep on a comfortable bed, but that bed is inside a prison cell?
Me: "I have no problems with that, Mistress. In fact, that sounds like something I would miss if it weren't there."
Miss K: "Good. With the exception for tonight, due to your appointment tomorrow, do you require us to give you a proper bed to sleep on, or do you also wish to experience sleeping as a real Slave?"
Me: "Oh, that is a tough question. What does it mean exactly?"
Miss K: "I will not go in full details because it is part of the experience. Lets just say that normally you sleep on a bed with a mattress, blanket, and stuff like that, whereas the slave experience will be... quite different."
Me: "If I agree to it, will that happen every night?"
Miss K: "We will gauge your response, and depending that, it may or may not happen every night."
Me: "Does that mean that if I agree to this, but it appears to be not for me, it is a once and not again experience?"
Miss K: "Yes."
Me: "In that case, I'd like to experience sleeping as a slave too.
Miss K: "Do you have anything against wearing a gag?"
Me: "No Mistress."
Miss K: "Do you require an orgasm at the end of play, or can you also play without the orgasm?"
Me: "I prefer an orgasm of course, but it would not be the end of the world if I did not receive one, Mistress"
Miss K: "And if I give you no orgasm for all but one days, would that be bad?"
Me: "No, Mistress. That would probably be the best thing for me."
While I said that, I thought... No... shit, I should not have said that. Now she will most likely not give me an orgasm after a session.
Miss K smiled. She well knew it was me making a mistake there.
Miss K continued: "Slave, males lose their sexual interest after an orgasm. If I give you an orgasm during play, but continue the session, do you consider that bad?"
Me: "That depends, Mistress. I indeed will lose interest and I do need a bit of rest, but if you give me that rest, and you get me interested again, I can continue to play."
Miss K: "Noted. Yes, we know how to deal with men and orgasms. I'll mark you down for continue is yes.
Oh crap... I was hoping to not get to that point. I hope she really knows what she's doing.
Miss K: "Another aspect of BDSM, and a big one that is, is pain."
Oh shit...
Miss K noted my response, and continued: "Slave, have you experienced pain during a BDSM session in any form whatsoever before?"
Me: "Not really. To be honest, this is my first real BDSM experience."
Miss K: "You have no BDSM experience at all? How did you know you wanted to do this then?"
Me: "Well, I like selfbondage a lot. I do that..."
Miss K: "Selfbondage counts as BDSM experience. Have you never put nipple clamps on your nipples?"
Me: "Well, yes, I did that, I guess.
Miss K: "And how about hitting your ass with an object?"
Me: "Okay, yes I did that too."
Miss K: "Slave, you start to annoy me. I ask you if you have had experienced pain, and you said no. But you have had nipple clamps on you and you have done impact play too. So the answer is obviously yes."
Me: "Sorry Mistress. Then yes, I have experienced pain before."
Miss K: "How often have you worn nipple clamps, Slave?
Me: "A few times."
Miss K: "A few times... is that 2 times? 3 times? 10 times?"
Me: "I think I've done it for about 30 times, Mistress."
Miss K is getting a bit more annoyed, and says: "you call 30 times a few times? Slave. Please answer honestly. In order to know what we can and cannot do to you, I must figure out where your limits are."
Me: "Permission to speak freely, Mistress?"
Miss K: "Granted."
Me: "I have worn Nipple clamps, but I have always been able to take them off when they hurt too much. I'm afraid that it will hurt too much."
Miss K: "Slave, it is not up to you to tell me when things hurt too much. When things start to hurt, I will know. It is then up to me if I relieve you from your pain, or that I continue to allow you to experience pain. Please understand that it is my wish and job to give you an experience you will never forget. So unless there is a good reason to keep you in pain against your will, I will assure you, I will release you from any pain when you want it gone before you even have to tell me. Is that understood, slave?"
Me: "Yes, Mistress."
Miss K: "Ok, lets repeat this question, now that you understand how this works."
Miss K: "Slave, do you have a problem with me putting clamps on your nipples?"
Me: "No, Mistress."
Miss K: "Do you have a problem with me using a whip, riding crop, flogger or any other form of whipping instrument on you, most likely your bottom, but not necessarily limited to?"
Me: "No, Mistress."
Miss K continued to answer some more questions and allowed me to freely state any things I really did not wanted to experience. Among the answers I gave were scat play (no pooping), no needles, no piss drinking or anything else that is gross in my mouth or on my tongue.
Miss K: "Before you will sign the consent form, I'd like to test you a little bit."
Miss K walked up to me and started to touch me. Her hands went around my body, feeling my muscles in my arm, moving past my skin in a ticklish way until she reached my nipples. With both hands, she grabbed my nipples and softly squeezed in them.
Woah, I definitely felt that. It was not to painful, but she looked me straight in my eyes when she squeezed them gently.
Miss K: "Okay, so they are sensitive. Noted."
She then applied quite a bit more grip on my nipples.
"Ouch!", I expressed.
Miss K instantly released them and said: "Wonderful. I'm impressed, your nipples can handle more than you let me believe. I'm sure you'll come to love the nipple clamps we have here."
Miss K then freed me from the X cross and helped me towards the desk. I was forced to sit down, my legs were cuffed to the chair and my left arm was locked behind my back.
Miss K asked: "You are right handed, right?"
Me: "Yes Mistress."
With one free arm, being otherwise fully naked, Miss K placed a piece of paper on the desk in front of me. It was the consent form. A pen was placed next to it.
Miss K: "Please carefully read the consent form, and once you have read it, please sign it. If you, for whatever reason, don't want to sign it, please tell me instead."
I read the consent form. It was a very generic consent form that basically said what I would expect from a consent form. I saw nothing in there that would make me think this was a bad idea, so I signed the consent form.
Miss K: "Great slave, now you're officially mine. Well, for the next few days, anyway."
Miss K: "One more thing. As slave, you cannot speak to us unless you are being spoken to first, or you need something that is too urgent that you can't wait for us to ask you. If during a session you have the indication that things get higher than you can handle, and you want us to take it slow, please say Orange. If during a session things are going so fast that you really don't want to play anymore, you can say Red. Red means: we misjudged the situation, and the session is aborted directly. You will be brought back to your hotel room and given time to rest. Red does not mean end of your stay unless you want to leave. Do you understand, Slave?
Me: "Yes Mistress."
Miss K: "Okay. Well, its getting late. How late do you have your appointment tomorrow?"
Me: "I'm expected to be there at 11:00 am."
Miss K: "And when do you expect to be back here?"
Me: "The meeting is going to be about 2 hours. I will probably have lunch with the client, so I estimate that I will leave there at 2:00 pm. Then I also have to send a few emails to my colleagues and possibly prepare some work for the project. That would take about 1 hour maximum I think."
Miss K: "How far away is your client?"
Me: "Not too far actually, It is about 30 minute walk from here."
Miss K: "Would you mind telling me the address?"
Me: I actually do mind, Mistress. I cannot disclose the name of my client. I hope you don't mind.
Miss K: I do not mind, in fact, I understand. The only reason I asked is because we can give you a ride back and forth which means you will have more playtime with us, depending on where they are, I'm sure we can get you there quicker than 30 minutes.
Me: I see, that is really nice. If you have a map, and I point to a location on the map, then walk from there, is that acceptable?
Miss K: Sure.
Miss K opened google maps on her computer, and I pointed to a location. It was a 6 minutes drive. Far better than 30 minutes walking.
Miss K said: "When you are done with the client, may I suggest to incorporate your office work into a session?"
Me: "What do you mean by that?"
Miss K said: "Well, you said, you would need an hour of work on your laptop after the meeting is done. What you come here first, get naked, maybe restrained a bit to a chair, and then do your office work? Would that sound fun?"
My eyes glowed, oh what a wonderful idea! I said: "Oh, yeah, that is a great idea."
Miss K: "Alright. Let me get you released from your bondage to the desk and escort you to your hotel room so you can get some rest. If you want, we'll have some breakfast in the morning and we will even squeeze a little session in before then. Nothing to fancy though. We'll end the session at 10:30 am, and get you ready to depart at 10:45 so you will be 5 minutes too early at your client. They'll never mind people who are 5 minutes too early."
Me: "That sounds like a good idea, Mistress."
We left through the 3rd door in the room. It lead to a corridor that had many doors, similar to the entrance. The corridor lead to an elevator. We were brought up to the 5th floor. I was still naked at this point though, but there was nothing I could do about it. Luckily, there was no one else who would see me. On the 5th floor, we walked on a large corridor, turned around the corner and continued until we reached room 532. Miss K unlocked the door by swiping a key card through a reader. She opened the door. We entered a small room with a big prison cell in the middle. Miss K used a key to unlock the door of the cell and opened it.
I was lead inside, she then closed the door behind me, locked it up again and said: "Good night, sleep well. I will wake you up tomorrow in time for your session. If there is an emergency and for whatever reason, you need to see one of the staff, you can press the red panic button for the intercom. Please understand that if you use it and there isn't an emergency, punishment will follow in all cases, no exception."
Miss K went to the hotelroom door, went outside and closed the door behind her.
I was naked, locked in a big prison cell. In the cell was my bed, a comfortable 2 person bed, with blankets and the whole shebang. On both sides there was a night stand with a light on it, and two buttons. A button to turn the light on and off, and the red panic button with speaker for the intercom. Next to the bed was a bucket. Above the bucket, there was a piece of paper on the wall that said Toilet with an arrow down.
The prison cell was made part of a big normal wall (this was the wall of the hotel room) and 3 walls of steel tubes, which were the prison cell walls themselves. Outside the prison cell was a normal hotel room with a small kitchen, a normal toilet, a shower area, a couch, a table, a tv even, and a curtains that indicated a window was behind it. The curtains were closed though.
From my bed, I could see the tv even though it was behind bars, but it was out of reach to turn it on, and there was no remote in sight either. In the corner, I saw my suitcase and hand luggage, but that was out of reach too.
I decided that I should go to bed and sleep I never had slept naked before. If I slept at my girlfriends place, or she slept with me, and we had sex, I would always get in my night garment afterwards. But this time that was not going to be possible. This was actually a nice side thing.
I got in bed, turned off the lights, and fell asleep.