As I play games, if I fail it costs me one card. This card is drawn from my stock pile and placed on my punishment pile.
I can win back cards from my punishment pile by undergoing some kind of punishment. Depending on how severe the punishment is, I win more cards back.
Now, I'm currently in my Holy Trainer v2 chastity cage and I've allowed myself to take it off in case I am doing a punishment that involves my penis somehow. Once the punishment is gone, I have to immediately put it back on. During all this time, I'm not allowed to come, and if I come by accident, the following punishment is involved: I have to draw 10 cards from the stock pile and place them on my punishment pile, and in addition, I have to undergo one punishment that is located outside, but I don't earn cards for this. (For example, drive to a parkinglot, go outside, undress so I'm fully naked, put clothes in trunk, drive for 60 minutes around town naked, park, get out, get clothes, and outside, put clothes back on, and then I can go home.)
The only exception when I am allowed to come, is when coming is part of the punishment. (I have one where I am forced to give myself 4 orgasms in 3 hours time.
Now, while wearing the chastity cage and not being allowed to come, I sometimes really wishes I was allowed to come. I have tied the moment I am allowed to take it of to an event, but I don't know when the event is going to take place, so it may be months before that happens or if I'm really unlucky, quite a lot longer.
Now to stimulate my sexdrive, I've added a rule to the game. If I've cleared my punishment pile and no cards are remaining, I am allowed to punish myself for something that normally would be rewarded with 10 cards. If done, I earn the right to take the chastity cage off and give myself an orgasm. Afterwards I have to put the chastity cage on again, and I have to draw 15 cards from the stock pile and place them on my punishment pile. I am allowed to do this once a month.
Now given that I really want to get my orgasm, and I don't really want to have the experience of forcing multiple orgasms in a short while, I'm eager to get my punishment pile worked up. I must have like 35 cards on there now, or something. (I'm not allowed to count them btw)
In order to win a bit more cards per time, I've come up with the following challenge/punishment, and I'm currently undergoing it.
- Strip naked.
- Take off the chastity cage
- Clean penis and cage
- Shave penis area
- Prepare the setting (put everything in their respective place and prepare the session)
- Lay on the bed
- Secure ankle cuffs
- Put painful nippleclamps on (estimated time for remaining there:20-25 minutes)
- Put e-stim cock sleeve on penis
- Secure left arm in cuff
- With right hand, Start e-stim on penis.
- e-stim is set to give me needle-like pricks into the shaft of my penis using a rimba/zeus powerbox. This digital box will increase the intensity every time I push the up-button, with no ability to use an analog turnable knob. So every push I'm affraid.
- I work up to level 10
- at level 6 I'm starting to really feel the e-stim
- every next level requires courage to press the button
- at level 8 it feels like a blunt needle is repeatedly pushed into my skin. Nothing that painful, but you really do feel it.
- at level 10 it still feels like a blunt needle but now its nearly penetrating.
- at level 12 it feels like a sharp needle is penetrating the skin time after time.
- there are 16 levels and from 12 onwards it feels like the needle gets bigger. (just to give you an idea of what the sensation is)
- Once I reached level 10, Reset the timer to 15 minutes.
- took me about 3 minutes to get there. Pain starts to find my nipples too
- Grab the e-stim box and place it outside reach.
- Use right hand and get through the other secured cuff. Its a bit hard to slide in and out, but possible. This gives me a safe self-bondage environment.
- Wait until the electricity stopped punishing me.
- Free both hands
- Take off the e-stim sleeve from my penis
- get the spiked chastity cage (spikes turn inwards, not outwards) See it here
- put on the spiked chastity cage on penis
- lock the chastity cage
- get off from bed and place all the keys in the kitchen safe
- set timer to 24 hours
- lock the kitchen safe.
- get off the nipple clamps from my, now sore nipples
- were taken off after approx 25 minutes.
Now, I'm forced to wear these spiked chastity cage for 24 hours. This basically means, as soon as I'm getting very little aroused, my penis starts to grow. About 15 seconds later, when it is about semi-erect and still trying to grow my shaft comes into contact with all the spikes on the inside of the cage. This hurts so much that I have to stop doing whatever I was doing, get my mind in check and think of nothing, wait for the erection to fade off, in order to continue. While my penis is flaccid and I walk around, my penis bounces inside the cage into the spikes. With a flaccid penis, this is not at all painful, but it feels pretty awesome and giving in to this gives me an erection.
While writing this post, I've had about 10 erections alone, just to give you an idea how bad this is.
Not to mention that 24 hours means I will be forced to sleep with the cage on too and I'm afraid for the penis erection that will wake me up in serious pain tonight.
Now, with my penis being flaccid, everything is fine and the cage does not cause for any discomfort.
So I decided to push it a step further. Over the spiked chastity cage, I've put a leather chastity belt which effectively pushes the cage against my body. Because the cage is very big, there's no place for my balls in the leather pouch, so my balls are being pushed inside my body by the belt. I won't have to wear this while being asleep either, given that I can't poop while wearing it nor pee, but I've decided to wear it at least till the next moment I have to go to the toilet which probably is in about 3 to 4 hours (am wearing this for an hour already)
Wish me luck for tonight, I think I'm going to greatly regret this. And I was considering to do a 48 run too, but I can't because I have a client friday so 1,5 days is about the max I can do. But if sleep is going well, I may repeat this friday afternoon for 48 hours and regret myself even more.
EDIT: Also, it takes a lot longer to look at porn, and is so much more painful.
